September 29, 2011

A Reflection

I wrote the following essay in college. If I remember correctly, I believe the assignment was to write an inspiring article that would express the value of the arts in people's lives. Being an arts lover, this was not a very hard assignment for me at the time. I recently came across what I wrote! Please read to the end (even though it gets a little gushy), and then PLEASE read what I have to say following my essay!


What is significant about the time 7:55 PM; particularly on a Friday or Saturday night? You can bet that somewhere in America, 7:55 PM means that a curtain is about to rise. At 7:55 audience members are anxiously awaiting a performance that begins at 8:00. They have found a place to park, meandered around the elegant lobby, visited the crowded restroom, stopped by the merchandise table, taken note of the prices at the concession stand, and picked up their playbill. When they are ushered into the theatre, a quiet stage with a closed curtain greets them. In five minutes that curtain will rise, and the audience members will find themselves captivated by the world of the performing arts. For audiences, 7:55 PM is the moment when an entire performance lies before them. Anything can happen.

As an avid supporter of the art of ballet, 7:55 PM triggers numerous memories of ballet performances throughout my life. One of the most vivid 7:55 moments I can remember is one that took place at the Saratoga Performing Arts Center in Saratoga Springs, New York. During the summer months the New York City Ballet performs in the large, acoustically ideal amphitheatre, set in the heart of Spa State Park. At 7:55 PM, just when the sky begins to get dark, the amphitheatre fills with people. The summer air surrounds the audience as they gather for a performance that includes live orchestration and the dancers of the New York City Ballet. It is a unique atmosphere that feels more intimate than the traditional theatre setting, and therefore elicits more excitement and appreciation from the audience. In the amphitheatre at 7:55 PM, nothing matters except for the stage and the people sitting in front of it.

On a particular night at 8:00, the New York City Ballet Orchestra conductor took his place in the orchestra pit. The audience immediately applauded as they gave their full attention and utmost respect to the members of the orchestra. A sudden quiet filled the amphitheatre and seconds later the haunting but beautiful music of Tchaikovsky was the only sound heard. The curtain opened to rows of ballet dancers in long, flowing blue dresses, their right arms extended upward as if they were all paying homage to the great one, Mr. George Balanchine, the man who choreographed the piece they were about to perform.

The ballet "Serenade", set to Tchaikovsky's "Serenade for Strings", was performed that summer night without lavish sets or fancy costumes. Every dancer looked the same as the dancer standing next to her. It was not a ballet with a plot and characters that told a story. It was a ballet with intricate choreography where each segment of the piece built on the segment before. "Serenade" culminated in a moment that left the audience members afraid to blink for fear that they would miss something. As the night air blew through the amphitheatre a group of male dancers lifted a female dancer so that she was standing in mid-air with her upper body bent backward. The audience's intense concentration could be felt throughout the amphitheatre as could the concentration of the dancers on the stage.

Moments like that are what audiences hope for when they go to a theatre. As the audience became completely engrossed in the beauty of "Serenade's" ending a moth fluttered around the dancers on stage as if it had been worked into the choreography of "Serenade". Perhaps the moth was a reminder to the audience that the performance was their escape from their lives and the world around them. "Serenade", in its beauty and simplicity, had captivated the audience in the time it existed on stage. At the end of the piece a loud and long ovation was given as people came to the realization that the ballet had ended.

That performance took the audience to a place that only consisted of music, dancing, and the artists who were making it possible for them to experience something so beautiful. As choreographer Twyla Tharp said, "art is the only way to run away without leaving home." Perhaps the performance of "Serenade" is a good example of what she was referring to. Although the audience had to leave their homes to go to the amphitheatre, they experienced a work of art that made them forget everything else that mattered in the world. "Serenade" was a journey in and of itself where the audience members were able to submerse their minds, hearts, and souls into its beauty and its mastery of the collaboration of music and dance.

If you have never been to a live performance I invite you to try this edifying experience. Take note of the rush of excitement that fills your body at 7:55 PM when you are looking at the closed curtain. Whether you attend an opera, a play, a symphony, or a ballet, you can bet that there will be at least one moment where you find yourself completely awestruck by the performance. 7:55 PM on a Friday or Saturday night is an experience that no one should be without.


This past summer I went back to Saratoga to see the New York City Ballet perform. I happened to be able to see "Serenade" again! It saddened me to see how small the audience was, compared to several years ago when I had last seen it. Times are tough in the arts right now. Many arts organizations have come face to face with the reality of budget cuts, staff reductions, unpaid artists, overwhelming deficits, and basically any other words or actions which indicate something of a "lesser value". I have followed developments with the Louisville Orchestra and their "suicidal" move to no longer employ any musicians as of June 1st. Also, the state of Kansas' elimination of the arts in their state budget. I worry that these actions will be trend-setting, and will fuel a "survival of the fittest" epidemic throughout the arts industry, leaving only the large nationally recognized arts organizations in the largest cities of America standing strong.

With less and less funding for the arts, it is almost as if society is sending out a message that the arts don't really matter. They're not necessary for our survival. We will survive without arts programs in our communities. While I agree that there are bigger concerns and larger issues that we need to take care of, I can't help but to go out on a limb to think about all that I have seen firsthand what the arts can do for people.

If I had to write an inspirational article for a college assignment today, I think it would be very different from what I wrote above. Not that I don't agree with what I wrote in that article, I just have so much more to say from my experience in working in the arts over the last several years. I will write THAT article in another blog post some day. For now, I can only say that I have convinced and inspired MYSELF to recognize the value of the arts in people's lives.


April 17, 2011

Ten Cookies I Took From Grama's Cookie Tins

Lots of grandmas have cookie jars...they fill them with cookies and offer them to their grandchildren when they come to visit. At MY grandma's house there are cookie tins filled with her cookies...the same ones all the time...chocolate chip, nut and raisin, chocolate drops, and orange cookies. She calls them "millhonk cookies" because she doesn't consider them to be pretty, decorative, or ornate. She always puts them in front of us reluctantly, as if she is embarrassed that they wouldn't be up for a Baker of the Year Award. These millhonk cookies are baked for her grandchildren and family with love, and when we come to visit, she shares them with us. They please the tastebuds and please the stomach, and no one really ever minds whether or not they please the eyes.

 

Although the millhonk cookies will always be a memory of my grandma's house, I'd like to think of those cookie tins filled with cookies as a representation of MY Grama Lou filled with love. The REAL cookies I have taken from Grama's cookie tins cannot be tasted, and certainly can't be seen. The "cookies" I speak of are the lessons I have learned from her example. Grama Lou always points out how ordinary her life is. She is a homebody who enjoys knitting and quilting. Ordinary or not, some of the best lessons I have learned in life have been from my Grama Lou's example.

 

Below I will share only "Ten Cookies I Took From Grama's Cookie Tins". I think it's probably safe to say that ALL of her grandchildren have tasted these "cookies" and maybe even other "cookies" too!

 

1. To love unconditionally. Grama Lou loves her family with all her heart, regardless of people's mistakes, inadequacies, etc. She takes genuine interest in each person's interests, hobbies, and life. She is there when we need her, lending her support and advice, but never trying to control anyone's life. She is accepting of our differences and loves us all the same! We are greeted with open arms and a HUGE hug every time we see her.

 

2. To find your passion, dedicate yourself to it, and use it to do good works. Grama Lou is a knitter and a quilter. She has made quilts (more than one) for ALL of her grandchildren and other members of our extended family, and even friends of family members. She makes quilts for sick children in hospitals, and she makes quilts for the homeless. She knits baby booties for a non-profit charity, called Gifts for the Unborn, that she and her brother run together. To date, Grama Lou has knitted THOUSANDS of booties for this charity.

 

3. To laugh your way through life. Grama Lou laughs at everything! Even when something serious arises, she has a way of laughing about it and looking at the bright side. She laughs so hard that she brings herself to tears, and this in and of itself causes others around her to join her in her laughing fits. She has the ability to laugh at herself, and she allows us to laugh at/with her, too. Visits with Grama Lou are guaranteed to include many hours of laughter.

 

4. To hold a certain level of dignity and grace in your day to day life. Grama Lou is a lady. She doesn't like to go out without lipstick. She makes sure her shoes match her purse. She likes her nails to be properly polished, and she doesn't leave the house without running a comb through her hair. She is well spoken, polite, and very tactful. Yet, there is nothing aloof or uppity about her.

 

5. To be strong in YOUR faith. Grama Lou is very strong in her own faith. It seems as though she has prayed a 54 day novena for everyone in the family at some point in her life. The example here is not so much a matter of WHAT faith to choose, but a matter of being strong in whatever your faith may be.

 

6. To do your best and to do what's right in all your roles of life. Grama Lou is a wonderful daughter, sister, wife, mother, grandmother, great-grandmother, aunt, great-aunt, cousin, friend, citizen, and PERSON! She cannot break a rule. She is honest and open, and always makes good choices.

 

7. To lend a helping hand when you are able to. Grama Lou has helped her children and grand-children financially whenever she is willing and able and whenever it is really needed. Her helping hand is generous and sincere, with no expectations for receiving something in return.

 

8. To share stories of your life with others. Grama Lou is full of stories from her life. As her family members, we often have heard the same stories several times....classic Grama Lou stories! She has stories that are happy, depressing, ironic, unbelievable, funny, heartfelt, and more. Whenever we visit Grama Lou she wants to hear our stories too. We can't think of Grama Lou without hearing her say "Do you have any stories? Tell me your stories".

 

9. To carry on family traditions and traditions in general. Grama Lou carries on family traditions as much as possible. Holidays are filled with the same meals and same activities from year to year. She has shared stories of past relatives and their holiday traditions to keep the memories of their lives known in the family. It is important to know family history, who we are, and who we come from. Family traditions are something to cherish.

 

10. To enjoy the fun times of life, because they're few and far between. Most of life is the nitty gritty. Grama Lou speaks this phrase every time we are about to part from a fun-filled visit. She perhaps was not the first one to speak this phrase, but she has adopted it as her own and used it several times over. There is so much truth to it, and it crosses my mind whenever I am in the midst of a highlight in my life, that only lasts for so long. She reminds us to enjoy those moments that we are looking forward to most, because the reality is that those moments only take place once in a while.

 

These are lessons I will take with me throughout my life. They are lessons learned from my Grama Lou's example. Although I am guilty of taking numerous cookies from her cookie tins, I am more guilty of trying to live out the lessons I have taken from Grama Lou's example. THIS WEDNESDAY, April 20th is her birthday, and I am writing this to celebrate who she is. She is the matriarch of our family, and she has taught us so many things about life through her own.

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAMA LOU! You always say you get to share your birthday with Hitler! It's a big shame that the whole world is aware of his terrible example, and only a lucky few people are familiar with your amazing example of the human spirit.

 

THANK YOU for all the cookies! :)